LAST BUTTON PUSHED DUE TO A TSHIRT. OFFICIALLY BEING ME OUTSIDE THE HOUSE AND AT HOME

  I have been out an acted like I was either gay or bisexual for many years now. This as I've mentioned I think was done subconsciously as I was not ready to fully admit who I was and am now especially. Why do you say who I am now especially well for all those years gender wise I didn't fully understand who I was like on the gender spectrum. So I will explain this. 

 I didn't mind being a "guy" buy I didn't always feel comfortable within my male body the way I felt. So often I felt like I would feel great as a woman. Just as good as I did as being a guy. Over the years I would purposely act with my friend Micheal when I was in school as he is out and was out in college.  

 I found out a reason one of my girlfriends cheated on me and wanted to end thing's. I found out recently I acted dainty around her. I found out I acted like a "lady" in a way in high-school until now. I just totally am seeing 100% now that I've always been very closely split than I realized hence on Facebook me being non binary. 

 So now for a explanation of the title. Ok so I have been out when outside house before covid and when on phone talking to friends and they talk to me about LGBTQ. Well the gloves are off now. So I had/sorry have a shirt it a pride shirt. After doing some laundry ages ago my mom actually hid it in her closet. 

 Iooked 5× before today, my mom is out dad went to store so I decided to look again. To my surprise I happened to notice it. However I was lucky as it was inside out so the other times I only saw a white t-shirt as logo was hidden. 

 Well that was last straw I've had it with everything. The perverable gloves are off I'm acting more non binary than I did in any other way of my coming out. Wearing rings daily and wearing a bracelet everyday until September October when I get my non binary bracelet and my Greysexual one. I tried to give them time to accept me I get takes time but they haven't tried time to fight back.

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  1. JeanieJuly 31, 2021 at 7:20 AM

    I can’t believe she hid that from you! I’m so glad you were able to find it and I am so proud of you!!! 🥰😍

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