INSIDE OUT TRANSITION
This is something I have touched on in many of my entries but I'm really going to focus on it in this entry. As I said before I knew but didn't know I was non binary and transgender. However I thought no there is no possibility I could be transgender as I would never go through the surgery and I do all the things that guys do. I was into sports still am I'm a big gym rat and I found lot in common with male poker friends. Now on the other side and in another way so often in my life internally I have felt feminine and thought I belonged female and didn't feel fully male. As I have mentioned in other entries I think that's why I was always intrigued and wondering what the female clothing would look like on me. Then when I had a chance to try on some clothes I felt extremely free. Then when I went out it was an even more free feeling. One big point was the combination of how I looked on the outside and how I felt feel on the inside. Especially when I hav...