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 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ It took me a while to decide what site I was going to put this one in as it is effecting me both with my seizure side and my Non Binary prefered name side. I decided finally to enter it here as in the end really applies more to this blog. Especially with the certain situations and places the name dysphoria can and has kicked in. It really has kicked in at home as all of family absolutely refuses to acknowledge me as Quinn and I'm still referred to by my birthname this I have noticed every so often is a trigger for a seizure. Or at least a trigger where I need to destress.   Another place I found it effecting me and in this area a fair bit I have to admit is my fault. This happens at poker especially on a Sunday afternoon I finding it more percentage if you take the size of the crowds. It's strange before I came out as Quinn I never minded going by my last name. But I guess because my new name has turned me into a new person, more free person. Or should I say...

 For anybody who know me they all know I was born CIS male or AMAB. Now I have to admit for a good bulk of my life I did feel "ok" not perfect but ok as my assigned gender. I remember in my early teen years I was doing guy things. Well because hey David that's what was expected of you . At the time I didn't think anything else.  I found myself in a puzzle with some pieces missing from my puzzle so naturally I continued on as David and my assigned gender not only to my family but everyone else. So slowly the pieces started dropping into where they fit. The started fitting more when I began talking to a former teacher, a best friend of mine, and a friend from camp who has a transgender son.  With all the puzzle pieces I have found that I found my true self as a non binary Transgender and not the cis male I had to be. I also found out something else that I had heard from more than one person that I had a noticeable feminine side to me. It was something I didn't reali...

  For the longest time I have either been going by my preferred chosen name of Quinn, or my pronouns They/Them/Thier. I will still be using these pronouns nothing has changed in that area. The only thing that has changed and I'm betting with both schock people and they will have a hard time getting used to are pronouns I'm adding. She/Her. I know of course I will 9/10 times still be using  He/Him especially with my appearance, even in my feminine clothing i have my masculine appearance but feel feminine. And that's why I've been waiting so long to write this entry.  Before I move on to why I will be misgendered another bit of background relati1ng specifically for this entry. As I've written in other blogs about not only feeling non binary but also transgender. Especially feeling extremely free and on cloud nine when I'm wearing my feminine clothes. Now don't get me wrong it's not something I need to do everyday or fo everyday. But it is something that re...

  After watching so many videos and reading so much plus everything on TV these days I've gotten a newer aspect. As everyone knows I first came out as gay and I thought that was going to make me happy and where I belonged. Then I came out as bisexual that gave me a bit of more who I was at the time. Well I thought it would for sure. Then I came out as non binary cganged my name to Quinn. And that was truly a great feeling of euphoria such a cloud nine.  Recently I had been watching videos about Transgender people and I saw that there was so much more to it. It wasn't just going from male to female or vice-versa on the outside. You could transition on the outside but keep the masculinity or femininity you had beforehand. This absolutely blew my mind in some ways and in others it made sense like ok I always thought of transgender just switching sexes becoming male or female not thinking non binary is also transition just a different way.  So I have dated girls as has been m...