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 🏳️‍⚧️ When I was in the "initial stages" of coming out as Transgender there are many things I remember. One is trying on my mother's scarves and feeling so amazing and different. Then I started to try on unisex but very feminine things in store I had a different feeling than if it was the masculine unisex clothing. Then I started seeing girls woman and thinking to myself I would look great in that. At this point I thought to myself am I just a cross dresser  . I bought a few outfits for myself and it gave me a different feeling a unique feeling. Not just a feeling of oh I feel amazing which I did but a feeling of I can feel the true me coming out. My egg breaking so to speak..My breakout outfit was a yellow blouse that I first wore with jeans and it was yes at the time Quinn you are and always have been a woman.  I always knew but had a hard time bringing her out. She really is out now fully. Well fully in regard to those accepting. That is why I have become Davina and ...

  Transforming: Buried deep down all my life I had been waiting for my big chance. My chance to transform. It was difficult as I had many road blocks and there are still a few. However being out now as a transgender woman has helped me realize that even with the things blocking me I should have come out much sooner as I am feeling so great ever since I admitted it to myself and others.    Radiance: Ever since coming out as Transgender like fully "Transgender". Not non binary and Transgender combined people have been using a certain word to describe me. That is either Radiance or odd time Radiant. Refering to when they see me in pictures I have been taken in. I've been told that I've never looked so happy. In this area I owe so much to my wonderful partner Jennifer for all there help. Especially with outfits and when we are out.   Astounding: Coming out as Transgender has also made me feel astounding. It's like I'm living a whole new life, well I am except for ...

     🏳️‍⚧️I did something similar to this entry a couple of years ago, with everything that has gone in mostly excellent I thought it was time to revisit. So yea this is going to look like another part another update on this long journey I have been on. Yes much of it has been wonderful but there have also been rough patches like any journey a person takes. So let's examine the different areas.   First off as everyone know way back when even before I initially came out I had feelings I felt I couldn't admit. Then when people kept asking me if I was gay it went to back of mind. I finally was able to come out and a weight was lifted. But there was something still not sitting perfect I noticed this at poker and when I went DT with partner. So I then came out as bi as it was a better "label" however that's all it was, was a label.  Then I came out non binary abd people started to say your just using different labels so don't have to narrow down. I was especial...

  🏳️‍⚧️So I am now on my third name and this name has brought so much joy and euphoria everytime I've heard it and seen it typed. Yes Quinn brought me joy and they in some way will always be a part of me. However this name is different and makes me feel complete and amazing.   So what is the name it's a form of my birthname. The name is Davina and it has done so much for me. Even though been a very short time using it each time I have seen it or read it, it has fit like a glove like that's the name that always should been there along with being feminine and not masculine. However this is something that I've known and all my partners told me while together. That the roles seemed reversed. I know they weren't trying to be mean now just observation and something I didn't want to fully accept.   I say fully accept because as I had mentioned before other places I had felt more feminine like I should been one of the girls. One place was in highschool when I both love...

 🏳️‍⚧️ Yesterday marked the third anniversary of me coming out as non binary and it also marked the start on my way to being my true self of transgender.  So I actually consider myself as being transgender that full time just having a much harder time to admit it for a number of reasons  The first major reason was my family like always. The next was I wasn't sure how would effect my GF as I was coming out and being "the female" so to speak. And of course the least but still tiny thought friend area. So far the select friends know I'm transgender have fully embraced me told me I exude confidence and look wonderful.  Turned out that I had nothing to worry about with my GF either. She has been there since beginning and is supporting me in this part. That is truly amazing and has really helped alot especially on stressful days. So having my new identity is truely amazing and something else to embrace.🏳️‍⚧️

  🏳️‍⚧️ This entry is going to tie into others I have written in the past. It will show my new feminine side and me becoming the GF in the relationship. That is something I felt in other relationships but I pushed down. Another way I pushed it down and still do unless I'm out the way I dress and name people use on me. That is huge euphoria when "my chosen name" is heard.   Now onto me being the GF, so often in the past I had wondered what it would feel like and in a couple of relationships I could see it. That really helped me for sure and the warm feeling I have now is a feeling of over the moon. My current partner has been awesome and I see and feel who truly was in me. I see it especially when I get dressed up in my outfits and especially when I'm in public and others are accepting me for myself. It's truly awesome saying I'm the GF or hearing this is my or your my GF from my partner.🏳️‍⚧️

   Woke up to absolute horror and Schock this morning. My family knows I have come out as gay but everyone else knows me as Quinn.Well except my partner Jennifer who now knows me by my newer name of Davina a more euphoric and uplifting name.    So what was the Schock last night while at my wonderful partners I took some pictures in my new outfits. What I didn't realize was my sister wasn't blocked from that album and I may be getting outed as transgender to mom. This will destroy me as they barely accept me as gay. But I'm feeling so amazing with my feminine feelings and when I can act feminine and dress feminine. As I've said I've known so long she was in there but had to keep buried. Well it all might come now that sister saw my latest pictures. Hoping that I'm not outed as I said barely accept Gay or Bi