Newlytravels

 Several times I have walked down the street and seen so many ladies wearing amazing outfits that make me say wow. But this isn't a new revelation no not at all. As a matter of fact I've always had a big feminine part to myself and it was a part I always wanted to explore and release. The more I held it in the more I knew I was hurting people and it was an awful feeling.   Now let's explore when I actually first began to know like for real for real. Yes I had mentioned High school but I really knew with my first true girlfriend. So how did I know I wasn't like all my guy friends like a couple but I was like my girlfriend at the time in lot of ways. I especially remember wanting to just try her things on but was so afraid because of my family.   As I fully came out a number of years ago I no longer cared even though my family didn't support me. With my current girlfriend it was very easy to see who I was. So often I could see and feel my feminine side. And could ...

  This for me is definitely going to a very interesting post and one that has been a very long time coming as well. It's all about my family and how they both kept it from coming and also brought it right into the spotlight. First off as I had mentioned before I was afraid for to long to even talk about anything LGBTQ with my family in a deep way, then there was the side of just coming out. It was a very nail hitting experience for sure one I still play over in my mind at times.   So how was I supposed to tell my family about these feelings I had for years upon years about having my fem side and wanting to explore it. Then after I had explored it what was I to say if I felt comfortable in this new me or as I have come to see it true me.   Another reason my family effected this side of it is because of my disabilities and health I had never been treated like a "full man" I always in a way felt more delicate like the daughter would. Over the years I imagined that ...