Newlytravels

  Tonight was so amazing for me along my journey I had the grandest Epiphany that I have ever had. Way back when I was first discovering myself like before the discovering of my trans identity I first thought I was gay as I'm MTM. Then I watched a few videos and one struck me really hard and was a holy crap moment that's me.  Like I had been with guys before and me doing one one particular things was a cringe moment..I also had the realization that I wasn't the straight guy or the bi guy many thought. So especially tonight I realized with my partner I am definitely transgender and it was such a feeling of euphoria flowing through me, especially this evening. I soon have a ceremony coming up and I absaloutey can not wait for the day to arrive. That way I can be seen as the girl I am. I love having a GF and being seen as a GF something I have always been just in different hidden ways. Now it's free open. 

 I know it has been a while since entered in both blogs but life has been crazy. Of course there was the passing of my dad and I took a few months away from writing just to have so me regroup time for myself. I know six months sounds like lot to take away from writing but had to get everything all settled.   Now I have found out I will be moving out of house and in with sister in the near future so this has been leading to some downsizing especially in my movie and TV area. Another place it has led to downsizing is with pride. I was working on my room with my mom I was tackling my closet for certain clothes so she did my drawers to empty space.    I had already been having seizures so before mom got to my bottom drawer I had to toss my pride flags. It was better than why these here and eye roll thing. So while out of room I got in and did it. Even my bracelets are gone fortunately might be getting new ones soon.