Newlytravels

  "Man I Feel Like A Woman" To borrow a line from Canadian country singer Shania Twain this is me and in many ways always knew that it was. From back in high-school being jealous of the clothes up until last 20 years. That's when I started play poker on a regular basis. There were a few girls who played at one game and more at another. At the one game on a Tuesday I always thought I was jealous of one guy but it was the girl I was jealous of. Not because of the guy but I so often said that's the body I belong in or at least the clothes   Then my Thursday and Sunday game I got the same vibe this was more the clothing however on those days. Each time I would imagine what I would loom like. Then of course there is ny biggest supporter my amazing girlfriend. She had some stunning outfits and I knew somehow  that I could pull them off even as a costume.  So I started to come out as non binary and trying on different female clothes. Wow what a feeling of absolutely bl...

  As of last night thanks to watching DR. Z a gender psychologist I enjoy on youtube been listening about genderfluid Non Binary and transgender. For the longest of time I had been saying I was non binary because of feeling comfortable in both clothing. However after a few rewatches of videos and a discussion with my GF after the video and my feelings both inside and outside.  For a long time I have felt effeminate and many friends have pointed out how "feminine" I was or am. It was something I never really saw but I guess we don't see those things in ourselves. Not until they are pointed out, so I am now still keeping the name Quinn however I am now identifying myself as actually transgender not just "socially transgender". I guess the reason I used socially transgender is because I can't get surgery.   After telling myself this l ast night early a.m. it was a great weight. It was something I think I needed to admit ever since coming out just didn't kno...

  Yesterday I was downtown on a date with my girlfriend. I dressed in a few outfits while I was there and I was feeling so awesome. Not only did I feel amazing but I got a bunch of compliments from people after I had changed into different outfits.   The first top was a black one with little sequences and when going back into the main part of the mall a bunch of transgender guys and some girls told me you really look awesome in that top it really does so much for you. I was beyond the moon with that statement I didn't expect it from so many people.   Then when I had my second top on a straight lady came up to me said your so brave. I looked at her quizzically she said you look so fabulous and your very brave I'm guessing your non binary. I said why yes I am I was born AMAB but I know use they/them pronouns. She smiled said keep on being you.