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CLIMBING THE LADDER

  The title of this is a very interesting one. It's about a ladder.  When I first came out it was at a poker game and came out as gay. I remember telling my parents and they were fine with it. Not long after I had a conversation and somebody at poker agreed I was bisexual. The reason this conclusion was come to was the attraction I had of both sexes and not just a male sex.   Then something really big happened at home for fun it tried on one of mom's kerchiefs. It made me feel really fantastic and I started to see myself as a non Binary trans. After this there was an explosive thing I never expected but actually did expect from the very beginning.   A few people had asked me if I was transgender. This was something that absolutely stunned me for sure. I thought me no there is no way.  Then when I both started watching videos and trying on more of mom's stuff also some stuff while shopping and at my girlfriends. Then I started getting my Own style....

MY MASS EUPHORIA

   Saturday I had something incredible happen all because of my girlfriend. Because of me coming out as transgender my girlfriend Jennifer wrote me a wonderful goodnight note. Not only did she tell me how proud of me she was that was the first part of my euphoric feeling.  Then I saw something that made me tingle what was this   Jennifer used a female pronoun, and not just any female pronoun but used princess. It was such a wave of emotion through the body. One like I hadn't felt in ages it was years ago when a girlfriend called me her queen as a joke and I felt the same feeling. However this time it was much more intense. Much more yes it's me   A good example she also said I had bloomed. I find this as another way of my I saw my awesome new true self. The self that has been inside and shown herself on some occasions and has felt great.