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  For a very long time I have felt very large feminine feelings and even some feminine or more feminine traits as I had been told. And I'm really seeing more and more everyday, well not everyday my poker days or my days I'm out with friends. I am so joyful and relaxed I don't mind showing my feminine side. I think that's why I was able to admit say Quinn your life is getting better everyday especially when I dress also and feel comfrerable expressing on dates.  I'm really glad that my GF is a huge supporter of mine and the LGBTQ community. She really has helped me from phase one when I first came out up until today. It's great to have her support today along with everyone else's I get because saying stuff and being me is so much easier and natural. Even not always being "The Guy" when we go out.   As I said before just because I can't medically transition it dosent mean I can't socially transition. Discovering this has really put me in a wo...

This blog was inspired by DR Z PHD a gender therapist who i follow on youtube and Facebook. I'm in what you might call a slow non full transition  So what do I mean by this? Ok I know that I will never be able to have the surgery but for most of my life I've had a deep feminine feeling. Without myself even knowing it I have actually even been showing it over the years.   Once I was made aware that I was showing it, I have to say it was amazing. Such a feeling of euphoria especially when I can wear my feminine clothes.  These things are my blouses my dresses a few tops I have.Oh the bliss and joy I have been feeling. I actually have been looking into a different name I'll keep you updated.

 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ I wrote an extremely similar blog way back in April of this year. However over the past month or bit more I'd say I had to revisit it. It wasn't an easy revisit especially after losing one of my support people but I have gained and still have everyone else supporting me and its incredible.   The entry I am talking about is using pronouns other than they/them or thier. Over the last month or bit more I've been feeling more and more in touch with my fem side. I know what everyone is thinking yes we all have the feelings of masculinity and feminine no matter what assinged sex we are. However lately it has been a little different for me. So I'll explain that part of everything now.  In the beginning of my coming out as non binary it was perfect I knew I could release what had been hidden for so long. Then I started seeing woman on dates or while I was out and wanting to be more like the lady in every way. Some of the areas were mannerisms, body style type, ...

 This entry ties into another I did, that was actually just two before this I've been feeling a ton of major dysphoria lately.   I've been feeling it in two aspects in particular. Socially and physically have been my biggest one's. Even if I wanted to fully transition I know I couldn't because of cost that would face me. Also my living situation and being at home with my mother and father.  About my dysphoria it actually really hit back in my early high school days. It was when I saw all the pretty girls what they were doing and thier outfits they would wear. I even liked the uniform because was a kilt, but Friday's and special days I really liked because they were non uniform days. So everyone could dress casual, when I saw those outfits I got a different feeling thinking I'd look fabulous in that I  should be in those outfits.   I repressed all the issues because of parents other family and certain friends. Now we'll over last few years they really s...

  Yesterday I had a wonderful date in Toronto with Jennifer. It was a great day for many reasons we had great weather it was nice to be outside. But the best reason was we got to go into the village and fo a couple special things.   One of things we got to do was make to a cookie place I love. Craig's cookies all of their cookies are homemade in the store and so very rich. The other special thing we got to do was an early birthday gift. Jennifer got us a matching set of pride rings and they look great. Another great thing was that was our first date in the city since getting back together and it really was very new wonderful and special   I can't wait for our next date because I want to be able to get more pictures of us as a couple. It's always great when we are able to get a few pictures together.