HOW COMING OUT EFFECTED MY EPILEPSY

 🏳️‍🌈 Epilepsy is something that I have lived with my entire life. I also know that I am going to live either it for the rest of my life. I know definitely not a fun thing at all. Epilepsy on its own during daily life. Over time ax things build up new stresses come along and can hurt you.

 Some examples are straight out relationship's on their own. I know this may seem odd to some but a relationship can put pressure on the best of people at times. Now multiply that by 10 and that is how somebody with epilepsy can feel. Now this is a conventional relationship or what is seen as one. 

 Now picture being anywhere within the LGBTQ community but only you and maybe 1 other person knows. But you continue to date the opposite sex or not date at all. There is mountains more stres. How do I tell  people. 

 When all of that goes through an epileptic  persons mind  not only are they thinking  about other people. They are saying no pressure don't have a seizure please no seizures.

 How do I know that I did it for many years. Now that I have come out my seizure count  has leveled out. Pus I have been able to say yes this is me. Its truly who I am. Seizures never are fun and I now know that with them leveled out I even feel safe telling everyone that I know I'm actually bisexual and not worrying about a seizure. 🏳️‍🌈

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