Newlytravels

  🏳️‍🌈So exactly what do I mean by this title? Ok so forever because of my unique or less common last name 7/10 people have used that when talking with me. Since I switched over to my new name I hsve asked people not to simply call me Bezer. I have asked either Quinn as I have explained only my family uses David. Something I have to put up with for now anyway.   Eileen is referred to as Eileen Bo everyone says Bo and so on. I'm the only person who has there last name. It was fine when I was ",David" I would now appreciate Quinn or if case calls for it They/Them. But please stop with Bezer as yes I did keep as last name. However it was out of respect to mom and dad.   So I'm going to start correcting with two names now. First when people call me David I will tell them that's not my name. Secondly I will say yes Bezer is my last name and you have used. I would now appreciate Quinn my name or a pronoun thank you.🏳️‍🌈🤍🖤💜💛

 🏳️‍🌈  Yes I know names don't usually go through a break up so I will explain this one. A couple of months ago I started going by the name of Quinn part due to star trek character and part due to DC with a touch of dedication. I had been looking over what I wanted as a middle name as all of my life I've had a middle name. Now this isn't pressure family wise as they aren't huge on the name change to begin with. Actually it's more I've had the middle name my entire life and yes I know I'll still be "me" without it, but I think.thats the one thing I'd been missing too feel totally complete.   I had been toying with a few different ideas. The first I had thought of was Quinn Teagan-Lyric. The reason for this is Teagan has the meaning of poet. Also lyric a type of poetry. So that was the inspiration there.   The next I had been toying with was Quinn Lyric-Teagan. This for the same reason as I mentioned above. I would just have the names in reverse...

 🏳️‍🌈 They say that a picture is worth a thousand words. In so many cases there is nothing more true than this statement. Well a picture can also be worth a thousand emotions especially for the person who is taking the picture. I definitely know this because I have been feeling lots of them lately.   When I first came out and started to take pictures of myself and then if I was with somebody hanging it was a great relief . Then sometime it was a huge happiness that traveled through me. I especially feel the happy with the flags and borders I put up. They put me in a special place.   Now when I recently came out to people as Quinn not only was I happy it was a major blissful relaxed feeling. It was the same feeling as when I first came out X10 a cloud nine feeling for sure. I am feeling like the person I was always meant to be and my heart is so glad that the majority of people I know are so accepting. The first night I realized how many truly accepted it I cri...

  I have many people I have to mention and thank in this entry. They are not being mentioned in any particular order, but will be mentioning a fair number. I know there will some I don't get to for those I'm sorry.   The first person I'd like to start off with is Aubyn, I'm starting with her because she had been like a sister to me also she was the first person to fully approach me and talk to me. We of course as I've said had many good talks she mentioned how she saw a "dainty" side feminine quality. She told me that was ok, at the time I didn't really see it or think it was ok but I just kept living day to day. Was so glad to see I had a friend who would support me.  The next people I would like to mention are one of my friend's in the states Kerry and her trans gender son Nathan. Her son has really been talking to Kerry about his transition and what things have been like. All the different challenges. Kerry knew about everything I had been going...

 🌈 Last night and even over the last few days I was asked something about myself that people have been asking since I first started coming out. Now that I am fully out I thought I would write a bit more about it. What I mean is I have touched on it in a few other entries but this one will be fully dedicated to it. Okay here we go.  So last night when I got home from poker a friend messaged me with a quick question, or what I thought was going to be a quick question. They asked me when I first started to have feelings about and she only used this term for lack of better term. She asked me exactly when I knew as she early on had thought she had seen signs in her son but wasn't really sure.   I told her I would break it down into different areas for her to try and help. I said I first felt or believe I felt different than all of my other guy friends around 9 years old. And of course like all of my friends she understood with the disabilities I have and had at time it w...

 🏳️‍🌈 As many of you know who have been reading my blogs, especially my coming out blogs. I am no longer going by my given/birth name. My name I am going by us now Quinn and I actually love both using it and hearing it, it makes me so happy to be reborn in a way. I thought it was interesting for lack of a better word when I discovered my bisexual/Non binary side.   Well I must say I'm much more blissful relaxed and enjoying my new life with the last few weeks coming out to people as Bisexual/Non binary/ Genderfluid. I feel in many ways I can be much more expressive and not have to worry about how I express myself. Well except to my family unfountunatley that will always be a tricky spot. But I did expect resistance I guess because of my moms bringing up and in situations like this my dad kind of goes along with everything.  I know this isn't what most Non Binary people would do I identify a bit different. With my pronouns. Well for the time at least shall we say. W...

  I've sort of suspected for a while but after rereading a few of my entries and different things I have come yo solid decision. The solid decision I have come to is I have a family that is "hidden homophobic". So how do I mean hidden homophic well that's actually very easy to explain as much as I wish it wasn't.  When I came out I was loved and embraced by my immediate family, mother father sister and brother in law. It was such a great feeling being accepted when I was afraid I wouldn't be. Well I only thought I was being fully accepted ya right not exactly. In my view fully accepted meant treating me totally like there son or brother. I felt like I was truly in a safe space and relaxed for a good long while.  Then different things started happening where it made my family look more homophobic than non homophobic. That was odd because they accepted a family member and a long friend of family. They had no issue with them . But somehow all the issues came out ...