A PICTURE WORTH MORE THAN A THOUSAND WORDS

 🏳️‍🌈 They say that a picture is worth a thousand words. In so many cases there is nothing more true than this statement. Well a picture can also be worth a thousand emotions especially for the person who is taking the picture. I definitely know this because I have been feeling lots of them lately. 

 When I first came out and started to take pictures of myself and then if I was with somebody hanging it was a great relief . Then sometime it was a huge happiness that traveled through me. I especially feel the happy with the flags and borders I put up. They put me in a special place. 

 Now when I recently came out to people as Quinn not only was I happy it was a major blissful relaxed feeling. It was the same feeling as when I first came out X10 a cloud nine feeling for sure. I am feeling like the person I was always meant to be and my heart is so glad that the majority of people I know are so accepting. The first night I realized how many truly accepted it I cried but it was a good happy cry an awesome feeling.

 So I am now looking at life in a brand new way, I think this is how I always should have looked at things. I gave to say a huge thank you to all my friends who have been there for me standing by me through everything all of you are so dear to me and don't know how to say thank you. I know at times it probably wasn't easiest so thank you again.

Your friend Quinn🏳️‍🌈💛🤍💜🖤

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