MY FIRST "TRUE PRIDE MONTH" AS QUINN

  🏳️‍🌈For this entry I definitely think I will explain the title. I had written an earlier entry in blog about me knowing when I was most likely bisexual/Non binary. However this is my first official 🏳️‍🌈pride🏳️‍🌈 as my true identity of Quinn. It has been a great year abd because of that I know it will be an awesome pride month. This month is going to definitely be a very euphoric pride 

 Well for me pride has always been awesome but up until last few years it has been a secret awesome. That was because I couldn't or felt I couldn't mention anything. Now I feel amazing as not only can I talk about my coming out and the LGBTQ  community I can do it in my "true self"

 I've said that to a few people I've gotten mixed comments. On one side I've heard you didn't need to find this new "identity" you were born David you will always be David. Your parents gave you the identity. I've said yes they gave it to me but it wasn't who I wad meant to be. Now mind you it took me a very long time to fully admit everything but I know that is always who I was 

 Yes I may have been born AMAB and with my deadnane. But ever since i even just came out I was so amazed at the happiness. Then when I filled out and became who I truly am Quinn I've been elated over the moon. So to everyone who said anything like Quinn isn't real or I'm disrespectful because I'm not using my deadname, well anybody who can't say Quinn is first off disrespectful but especially during this month🏳️‍🌈.

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  1. AnonymousJuly 18, 2022 at 5:28 PM

    My family says the same thing especially my father..U were born a female and willl always be one

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  2. AnonymousJuly 18, 2022 at 5:30 PM

    My family won’t call me any other name then my birth name not even just G so disrespectful ..my dad said until u change it legally I will not call u any other name ..

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