AT FIRST MY HOUSE FELT LIKE A DYSTOPIAN BOOK

 🏳️‍🌈So exactly how does a house feel like a dystopian book you may be asking? Well ok look at all of recent dystopian books and the world's they are written in. Take the Hunger games where they are fighting each other for everything. Or look at The Handmaids Tale where the main character is one who just won't be broken of who she truly is no matter what. My favorite example is 1984 where everybody has no privacy and has to conform like in most dystopian stories but it takes it a bit further in some points. 

 For much of my life I have felt like I have been living in a dystopian home much of it had to do with my disabilities I live with. A couple of years ago it felt like the house became a bit more dystopian where I was getting stripped down even more. Much like what happened in 1984 and the Handmaids Tale. Then trying to escape like in the hunger games.

 Now I haven't been trying to escape the house itself just at times the power inside. It became even harder when I came out to my parents of course, they both wanted to keep me trapped at first. However I did get very lucky and it passed it took  a while longer but I have won everything over, I was able to get through my novel with tons of help from the outside and all you amazing people know who you are.🏳️‍🌈

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