LEAVING THE MASCULINE SHADOW TO THE FEMININE LIGHT

 Several times I have walked down the street and seen so many ladies wearing amazing outfits that make me say wow. But this isn't a new revelation no not at all. As a matter of fact I've always had a big feminine part to myself and it was a part I always wanted to explore and release. The more I held it in the more I knew I was hurting people and it was an awful feeling. 
 Now let's explore when I actually first began to know like for real for real. Yes I had mentioned High school but I really knew with my first true girlfriend. So how did I know I wasn't like all my guy friends like a couple but I was like my girlfriend at the time in lot of ways. I especially remember wanting to just try her things on but was so afraid because of my family. 
 As I fully came out a number of years ago I no longer cared even though my family didn't support me. With my current girlfriend it was very easy to see who I was. So often I could see and feel my feminine side. And could feel relaxed acting more feminine and looking more feminine firstly thanks to my girlfriend and lots of my friends who have supported me with every outfit I've been in. And I've had many great conversations with lots others and my girlfriend has been a true rock for me. 

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  1. AnonymousMay 29, 2024 at 9:26 PM

    Quinn I am so proud of you Sweetheart and I love you so much.❤️ I will always have your back and walk by your side and hold your hand always. Thank you for sharing your journey and life with me. I love you.❤️ - Jennifer

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  2. AnonymousMay 30, 2024 at 9:07 AM

    Inspiring 👍.

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  3. AnonymousMay 30, 2024 at 9:29 AM

    Well Said..Happy all is going well for you !! Keep on pressing forward ..

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  4. JessMay 31, 2024 at 6:15 PM

    Glad you are starting to come out more as yourself. Soon you can wear the beautiful outfits you have awed over on the street :)

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