TURNING MORE INTO "THE GIRL"

  For a very long time I have felt very large feminine feelings and even some feminine or more feminine traits as I had been told. And I'm really seeing more and more everyday, well not everyday my poker days or my days I'm out with friends. I am so joyful and relaxed I don't mind showing my feminine side. I think that's why I was able to admit say Quinn your life is getting better everyday especially when I dress also and feel comfrerable expressing on dates.

 I'm really glad that my GF is a huge supporter of mine and the LGBTQ community. She really has helped me from phase one when I first came out up until today. It's great to have her support today along with everyone else's I get because saying stuff and being me is so much easier and natural. Even not always being "The Guy" when we go out. 

 As I said before just because I can't medically transition it dosent mean I can't socially transition. Discovering this has really put me in a wonderful place. And saying to people yes I'm non binary and transgender and I am in a world of bliss.

 With everyone knowing I am both masculine and feminine this one was so much easier to write. Like not in the way yes everyone has masculine and feminine traits but I'm really starting to see them even out.

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  1. AnonymousSeptember 29, 2023 at 3:48 PM

    Very good Quinn
    Happy that you are finally being happy showing who u are out there in the world..

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