THINGS AREN'T THE SAME FOR ALL OF US

🏳️‍🌈  I have to explain this title by giving a huge shoutout to my friend Alex who did a write up that gave me the inspiration. So many people in society especially people who are not within the LGBTQ community, or those who purposely try and stay away ftom it. They stay away because " it's not their scene". I get that like anything in life if it's not your scence you won't get involved. However when it comes to LGBTQ or anything that hasn't been the everyday norm people can jump all over you. 

 Stuff like this as I've mentioned happened to me. From my family . As I mentioned all who said they would support me at 1000%. But I was getting attacked the eye rolls the critical comments when I had a ring on or a braclet on. 

 It feels dad that I feel afraid to be myself in public with my parents. Shouldn't I actually feel the best or safest around them. Especially when they say we love you and totally have our support. So much for that part of family life. 

 My EX GF. Also wax amazing she was and has been a major support and continues  to be to this day.. we are getting along amazingly as friends now it's much a relief, especially in these trying times. 

 I also know that this is around the time i started to feel my non binary feelings had started to come out. And the first part of Quinn was evolving. Now why do I say the first part? Because I still wasn't sure exactly what non binary was until I did reading talking and watched some video's. 

 I didn't know how to describe even to myself as a matter of fact for a few weeks my name was Dorian. I would hear that and it wasn't "me". Then Quinn came out and I feel like the absolute real me.

It took me many many years to come out, I had explicitly explained how as a person I haven't changed. Who I like sexual wise is the only thing that has changed. Well not changed actually but honestly finally  came out to the rest of the world.  Even my Facebook isn't my own but as an risen Easter renewal that will change today. I am putting up my borders on my profile pic no matter what anybody says 

 Once again your totally awesome Jennifer and Alex  Thank you for the inspiration for this. Your amazing and brave my LGBTQ supporting  friend's 

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