AWAKENING MY SLEEPING BEAUTY

🏳️‍🌈I was inspired to do this entry from a YouTube couple. Jackie and Anya, they have a channel wives vs world. Actually they really have helped me more and more along with another Transgender warrior Ashley Adamson.

 I present as masculine most of the time as I have mentioned before however for the longest time I have felt like I was a girl, both internally and externally. Even though I have to present more masculine because of situations of living and not being able do surgery or take hormones because of lots of other meds i am on. 

 I view my "newer life" as Quinn I have my sexuality and who I love, and I love my wonderful girlfriend Jennifer. My Gender identity to me I am Transgender female something that is giving me great joy to be able to say to so many. Then I have my gender expression and I express myself feminine as much as I can. But in certain areas still a bit more masculine. However I really feel like I have freed my feminine side. Something I've been wanting to do for years. 

 When I started to socially trans it was a perfect feeling. So everytime I can wear my feminine outfits I feel like I am who I've been needing not just wanting to be since mid high-school. Massive joy flows through my body when I get to both express my feminine side and be dressed more feminine over masculine.🏳️‍🌈

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  1. AnonymousJuly 4, 2025 at 11:24 PM

    Quinn I am so proud of you Darling I love to watch you blossom and bloom and yes you are definitely a Beauty and you are my Beauty and I love you so very much.❤️ - Jennifer

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  2. AnonymousJuly 5, 2025 at 6:28 AM

    Very well voiced.👍

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  3. Tom GallagherJuly 5, 2025 at 8:49 AM

    So happy to read about your journey, Davida. Happy Pride to you and Jen. Keep writing and finding your joy!

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