A TRIGGER SHOW, HOW QUINN RELATES TO AVERY.

 🏳️‍🌈 For those of you familiar with and watch the show Law And Order SVU you will understand this. For those that don't you will catch on with my coming out. Especially the latest part of my coming, definitely the part that has made me feel the most free ever since I can't remember when. 

 Last night I visited my friend Jennifer and we talked for bit, she took some nice new pics in newer "Quinn" outfits that I picked up. During the evening a rerun of SVU came and we decided to watch it as we both enjoy the show.

 The episode was about a 15 year boy making transition in a girl. She was being teased on a bridge because of way she was dressed. That's not the part I relate with or at least not directly. As I am not doing a full transition but I do have a free feeling when I'm dressed in my Quinn clothing more relaxed.

 I really relate as I feel like my family are like the kids who were picking on the girl in the show. Also as I've mentioned before I feel very close to the transgender community especially when I hsve my chances to dress non binary and let my deep fem feelings out. And to be perfectly honest until recently eventhough others saw them I didn't. So now I feel so much better and feel like the character Avery did the true me.🏳️‍🌈

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  1. AnonymousApril 24, 2023 at 6:27 AM

    I love law an order
    I love Olivia Benson
    I watch that show a lot
    I heard that Olivia kind of looks non binary the way she presents herself

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