THANK YOU TO THREE PEOPLE WHO HELPED ME COME OUT

🌈  Ever since meeting Jennifer Aubyn and my friend at poker Eileen the three had always suspected something about me. I hadn't known what it was right away when I found out ill tell you I was stunned that they all suspected it. It was a shock especially considering that I didn't view myself in that way, I am glad that the three of them all saw something in me. 

 All of them gave me the courage in their own ways for me to fully come out. Not to hide it from anybody anymore. I must say ever since I had done that it is like the world had been lifted off of my shoulders. As I've said to many people when they asked what it felt like I said it like im being reborn. 

 I am not writing this to make any excuses or anything, this entry is a thank you especially for Jennifer and Aubyn because although I wasn't there always you always seemed to be ontop of things. When you told me you suspected I wasn't really surprised and you both  helped me with my transition as a matter of fact all 3 mentioned helped. But knowing the two of you were there was a bit of a push. Jennifer was a push like a little sister that one who always encourages the older brother in tv and movies 

 Aubyn was there at times like a big sister convincing me that everything was OK. All of you played a huge part in me approaching my mom and dad thank you everyone equally as I never would have had the courage. 🏳️‍🌈

 

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